@quicksand

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Hey. I'm Topher. I'm a designer/developer and maker of things from Idaho Falls, Idaho. I've made things for Starbucks, ASICS, the Airforce, TNT, etc, and that’s been great, but mostly I like to make things for people.

Profile banner is my own photo :D 「I just want to say thank you to everyone who has supported me, whether that is in mapping, playing, or just being a good friend. Yall mean the world to me. I am not usually open about it so I might take this off my profile at some point, but I have dyspraxia, adhd, ocd, autism, aphantasia, anendophasia, and a lot of other problems that have affected my mapping capabilities whether that is my aphantasia making it harder for me to visualize, or my playing capabilities being affected by my dyspraxia and how I hold my pen, or how I tap, or even just my ocd making it harder for me to play without being hypervigilant of everything around me, even my overall struggle in any sort of social situation due to a multitude of things, I have been able to push past these to the best of my ability and get farther than I thought I ever could, whether that was my excitement when i finally hit 3 digit with my friend Omni in chat supporting me through my journey to 3 digit, or my first ranked map with Ryuusei Aika helping me immensely who I can't thank enough. To all my friends in this community, you have helped me overcome a lot and be able to be myself more and be more open and be less anxious, and to the people who I have ever caused harm in this community, whether by accident or miscommunication, I hope one day we can all be on good terms. Have a good day yall and enjoy life!」 Though I will add that if you are toxic in this community I will have zero respect for you. Btw even if a map is in grave doesnt mean im not pushing, I just have a limited amount of maps that can be in pending so i want to use pending for maps getting actively modded or new maps 「slightly open for gds, might accept but very low on motivation rn so imma have to like the map and song choice (not accepting lower diff gd reqs rn) Preference: Extra+ are awesome unless your set is high bpm or low bpm, I like unorthodox maps. For music to map, I'll gd on any song if I like it enough, though I only gd if I like the song/map. ALSO check my favorites to see what I like, if you make a map similar to maps in my favorites I usually gd」 To find my gds just search mekadon and it'll prob show them idk To do gds: worthlessnut9 (no deadline atm) Namriee (no deadline atm) Blitzifyyy x2 (no deadline) ness gwb Tilda Dash hope aly? abyssgard? nyancat MARIO KART COLLAB IF I AGREED TO DO A GD FOR YOU AND YOU ARENT ON THIS LIST REMIND ME I MIGHT HAVE FORGOT Chocoo- Bloxi/Local Hero Fist bump Kauan/Dailycare waiting on dailycare to mod Sick Day cut ver ?/? Boss Battle ?/? mlp ?/? Chess ?/? If I Needed You There when set finished ?/? Danger line hopefully Mom look whenever I lock in to finish set Fearless hero whenever I lock in to finish set Into the world whenever I lock in to finish set Overdrive whenever I lock in to finish set Started playing heavily may 2020. Don't play for rank anymore, just play occasionally for fun :) Acheivements: first 400pp - 9/25/21, rank 25996 first 500pp - 12/23/22, rank 6849 first 600pp - 2/23/2024, rank 4151 first 700pp - 3/24/2024, rank 1881 6000pp overall pp - 9/25/21, Rank 25996 7000pp overall pp - 3/05/22, Rank 12,951 8,000pp 9/30/22 (Thanks rework :3) 9,000pp some time in january 2024 I wasnt paying attention 10,000pp 2/25/2024 11,000pp 4/14/2024 12,000pp idk 13,000pp 12/7/2024 4 digit 4/14/2022 top 2500 4/12/2024 3 digit 11/30/2024 8* FC 2/5/24 padoru 8.26* fc 568pp new top play Goals: LEARN STREAMING (MAX SPEED IS 160-170 ATM) 9* FC (ACHIEVED) 800PP (ACHIEVED) 900PP (ACHIEVED) 3 DIGIT (ACHIEVED) ENJOY THE GAME MORE (ACHIEVED)

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